... and I miss Roo something awful - something terribly, horribly awful. I miss her so bad I feel like I'm just going to shatter.
Sometimes being a birth mom sucks worse than anything else on earth. It's an ache that never goes away, no matter how badly you wish it would. I know that for a fact. I've spent hours now trying to wish away the pain and it's still here.
That's all for now.