Saturday, May 22, 2010

It's Late ...

... and I miss Roo something awful - something terribly, horribly awful. I miss her so bad I feel like I'm just going to shatter.

Sometimes being a birth mom sucks worse than anything else on earth. It's an ache that never goes away, no matter how badly you wish it would. I know that for a fact. I've spent hours now trying to wish away the pain and it's still here.

That's all for now.

3 comments:

Tanya said...

Oh fudge does it Suck.

I have no words of comfort. Just know your not alone.

Huge Hugs Try sleep sometimes it helps

The Lynd Family said...

Times like this I wished I lived closer to you. We'd drown your sorrows in tubs of ice cream :D

AubreyMo said...

Oh Jill...I know there's nothing I can say, but hugs. Hugs are always good. And the fact that you're hurting and missing that sweet lil' babe just means you are able to love on such a deep level.

PS I have mint chocolate chip ice cream and cake that I wish I could share with you.