Wednesday, March 17, 2010


I am having a horrible, terrible time of things. I miss my baby more than I can bear, and the pain is overwhelming. It feels never-ending. I feel like no one cares, and that I have made a horrible mistake. I'm at a loss.

I don't know where to go, or what to do, or who to talk to. Any suggestions? My knees hurt from praying and my mother's patience is wearing thin.

I'm not going to do anything drastic or stupid, so don't worry on that account. I just feel lost, and I don't know how to find myself.


Mother of the Wild Boys said...

I just emailed you. :)

Desi said...

I found your blog through Mother of the Wild Boys. I too am a birthmother and I just wanted to tell you that I care. Even though I don't know you, I care! I know how heartbreaking being a birthmother can be and want you to know that I'd love to listen if you ever need to vent or talk.

I hope things are looking up.

Take care of yourself!